Monthly Archives: January 2015

Words

Words dancing their way
through my mind all a jumble
writing down what’s left


Still, the Fragments Remain

There’s the sensation of whispered breaths
and someone’s flesh against me.
With my eyes closed,
I should be more concerned about who.
But I just let myself go
and get lost in the moment.
Falling, sinking, feeling
Her voice in my ear,
sending ripples, reverberating through my being.
There’s this profound effect
which used to take place
when she introduced her lips to mine,
too much time has passed to be sure of it.
Echoes of sweet whispers, haunting my brain.
Still, the fragments remain


Betrayal

“Just leave me alone! Go away!”

“What’s…” reaching out his hand to caress her face, “wrong?”

“Don’t touch me!!!” there was an edge of hysteria in her voice as she recoiled from him, “Don’t touch me, ever again. Everything you touch, meets its ruination. I do not wish to be pushed further down that road than you’ve already placed me, Rynan.”

“I don’t understand, my love,” taking a step back., “why have you changed so? What was the extent of their judgement?”

Tears started to slide down her face as she looked around, fear was in her voice, “Please, go. Ruination and chaos will surely show thanks to your presence here. Please, my lovely Rynan, leave… You cannot remain here any longer. If you do, the outcome will not be favorable, for either of us.”

“Why can’t you go with me? We can surely get out of here, just as easily as I’ve made it in here. Come, take my hand. We will go somewhere, away from all this.”

Taking out his outstretched hand, she stood up. “Where shall we go?”

“We shall go-“

“How about nowhere?” the voice called out from the small distance behind him “Well, thank you for being so obliging and saving me the trouble of finding you Rynan.”

Clutching her hand tightly, Rynan turned around, his heart sank by what he saw.

“Why the shocked expression, can’t give a proper greeting to an old friend, a battle-brother?”

Anger seethed out in the words through his clenched teeth, “You arranged this? You did this to her? Why the betrayal?”

“Because it must be done. This is how it must be played out, brother…”


briefest of reunions

Falling back into your embrace
Did you know, as you caught me in your tender arms
that I am still seeking you?
Pining…
Looking back and up at you
our eyes meet briefly before you dissipate
Your form breaking up
into a multitude of cherry blossoms
only to be carried away by the wind…
I fall again,
my knees crashing hard upon the ground
Alone, I assess the reality of the situation as I wake

to one

To one whose beauty
Is ideal and unsurpassed
I offer you this


unworthy

I didn’t do anything special
don’t look at me with awe
nor shower me with adulation
Please, don’t place your faith in me
don’t place your trust in me
nor look to me for guidance
…I will only let you down

unsaid

This cannot be helped
what I have to say
is building up inside
it is ready to burst
This will eat at me
if I do not let it out
it could consume me
it is dangerous
This is maddening
What can I do about this?
Keep it bottled up?
Shout it out and make it known?

standing, waiting

She stands there
Smiling at me
My heart is begging me
To run and see her and hold her close
I stand here
Waiting for her
To give me the sign to give chase
I love her
She makes me feel
I can break free of these shackles
Which keep me
Bound and broken
Rising above it all and join her


rambling

She suits me
Intellectually… Ideally
I’m rambling
Into the night… Tragically


story-related haiku no.3

In rusted armor
I ride across the landscapes
seeking my Lost Love