I could never forgive
myself for the mistakes
I made in the past
In my memories they shall stay
haunting me.
Cursing me
for giving them life
I only wish I knew how to change
and how to forgive myself
but I did this
I fucked up.
Now I am being
punished.
Not being able to forget…
I’ve been so blind
for so long
I want to learn to see.
I haven’t listened
to anyone
I want to learn to hear.
If only I could
learn to speak
how I feel for you
at the right time.
Please,
help me…
help me learn,
learn to forget
and forgive myself.
Category Archives: Old Writings
Forgive Myself
Cycles
The cycles
the patterns
repeating over
and over
until I get it
right
until I learn
the events
the happenings
are played over
and over
until I realize
my mistakes
until I see
Let me be
Let me be
the one you call
in the middle of the night
Let me be
the one you need
when you’re losing the fight
Let me be
something special
and meaningful in your life
Let me be
if you don’t care
So I can carry on with my life
The Hollows
Enter the Hollows, where the Whispers dwell.
Cast in an Eternal Twilight, a light fog hugs low to the waters.
One could get lost in here if one is not careful enough…
The large gathering of Willow Trees reach down to caress my face as I pass by.
Within the Eerie Silence, there is a din, enshrouding my mind with the ambience of this place…
Will’o’the Wisps dancing about, leading me along as I slip into the murky depths… enveloped in the cold.
This is the Hollows, where the Shadows lie.
‘Neath the Great Weeping Willow, Death comes dancing by…